When Librarian Meet Captain (EX-Bride to Be)

Alhamdulilah 2014 almost meet the end Entry terkahir 2014... It was very hectic week for the past 1 week...Ya Allah...Kenduri kawin-Dinner-Celebration BirthdayMIL&FIL,Adik ipar accident, heartbreaking...news.. Jamuan Makan Malam Kor  Honestly this is first time ever joint Messnyte...So agak jakun sikit.Masa ni la nak kenal-kenal dengan officer dan armywife masing-masing...haha. Cuakkkkk...tapi .Rupanya dorang sangatlah sporting , tak sombong pun.. Tak segan la nk borak dengan dorang. Tarikh : 26.12.2014 Tempat: Hotel Royal Chulan Kuala Lumpur Masa : 7.00 pm - 12.30 am Overall ok la..We had enjoyed so much .. cuma tak biasa je ikut cara regimental. hahha...Punya lah nerves nak makan..sampaikan time nak makan udang pun guna sudu. ..so kena siku dengan pengawai sebelah..bhahha Jamuan Hari Ulang tahun MIL& FIL Pagi after check out from Royal Chulan terus rush balik ke Batu Pahat for celebration MIL & FIL Birthday & Annivesary.Sangatl

Walaupun belum lagi period, I dapat rasakan TTC kali ni tak berjaya lagi. What supposed we do... Nangis* Semalam lepas solat maghrib  tiba-tiba hati I rasa sedih sangat.Luckily husband ada. He ask : Why suddenly i crying Me: Kita belum ada baby lagi (tanda ada baby pun tak ada), make me sad Dia diam ....terus diam..(sabarrr...........tu je ayat yang keluar dalam mulut dia) I know, he was so strong and still positive.... Tapi I masih tak kuat.. I masih nangis.... Then suddenly after finished solat Isyak, I was recovered...realized that, I have to be grateful person,  Allah maha baik..atas setiap hambanya Perancangan dia hebat